Life it’s so complicated
And so lonely at times.
Lately I’ve felt
Like I can’t even smile.
Anything I say
Or do
Doesn’t mean a thing
Anything my heart desires
It’s not meant to be
I don’t know who to trust
When I can’t trust myself
When I feel like I am way
Over my head
I’ve never felt so weak
While trying to be so strong
I’ve never had mix feelings
Or felt so hopeless before
I cry at night
I pray at night
And it doesn’t seem to help
I work by day
And hang out with my friends
It doesn’t feel the same
Emptiness has a hold of me
And fills my every bone
My mind can’t even think
Let’s just call it writer’s block
What I do
Or what I say
Doesn’t change a thing
I wish I could hit rewind
That way I have never gotten here
Hugs, kisses and expensive dinners
Do not make it all better
Just let me be in my room alone
Thinking about nothing, like I did before
Bring me back the green trees
Yellow bees
And things that meant something
Let me stay at home
And built up the walls
I put down without a doubt
Let the gentle breeze bring me back to life
Without any lies or schemes
Let me sit around
And go back to who I was
With my cynical voice and views
Let me laugh at nothing
And at everything at once
Make it all go away
Like it never was
Make me stop thinking
About romance and love
I was better off
The way I was before.
