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Date: 10/17/1999 8:21:00 PM
From Authorid: 277
To me,the mystery here is, why you wouldn't talk to a family member or see a counselor. Why turn to strangers on the internet? That's the sad part. There's nothing you can do to change the past. All you can do is look to the future. Once you hit rock bottom, you can only go up...Hawk  |
Date: 10/17/1999 8:55:00 PM
From Authorid: 830
SEE A PSYCHIATRISTS  |
| Date: 10/17/1999 9:25:00 PM ( From Author ) From Authorid: 754 sometimes you talk to your family and they don't listen . When all this started I told my mother that I needed help and she said I didn't. I turned to strangers because sometimes they are more helpful then your own family and more observant! |
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Date: 10/17/1999 9:31:00 PM
From Authorid: 277
Very true, I hope someone can say something to bring you out of this. Maybe get involved in activities that you enjoy. It sounds stupid, but maybe if you can do something you really like it can pull you out of your depression. Hawk |
Date: 10/17/1999 10:35:00 PM
From Authorid: 101
I have also lost family and friends and I feel the emptiness that follows. My father taught me to play chess. Since his death I will not play the game. I have other family that I have to think about, and care about. I want them to have the best life that they can. I call them just to tell them I love them and I am thinking about them. I try to be a person that makes others feel full. This has helped me a great deal because they help me by returning my love. That's what life is about -- sharing love, while we can.  |
| Date: 10/17/1999 11:42:00 PM ( Admin ) This person needs love and compassion. Please keep your comments positive and encouraging. |
| Date: 10/18/1999 5:48:00 AM I hope this doesn't sound like an "easy fix", but have you considered seeing a medical doctor? There are plenty of medications out there that help fight depression with little or no side effects. Sometimes, when you're at such a low point, you need all the help you can get. Don't feel ashamed about talking to your doctor. You shouldn't have to suffer. I wish you the best! |
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Date: 10/18/1999 8:24:00 AM
From Authorid: 1153
I hope that you will feel better and that you will not choose to never wake up. It seems like you still have your whole life ahead of you. Plus think of those who have died in your life, do you really think that they want you to sit and feel like that you are dying? They want you to move on. JF |
| Date: 10/18/1999 8:52:00 AM From Authorid: 1036 Think of the pain you feel for the people that have left, you and realize there are still people who need you and if you were to leave them, they would feel what you feel right now--they love you, so don't leave them |
| Date: 10/18/1999 10:37:00 AM I know this may not be of much help, but I am closer to animals than people, and recently I have lost a lot of my pets. in the last two years I have lost 4 dogs, a cat, 7 birds, a snake, a cricket, a frog, and 3 turtles. I know it's not fair, but that's not up to us to decide. The Lord works in mysterious ways, and your best bet would be to accept it and get on with your life. It may sound unsympathetic, but you will see them all again someday, and they are happier now. Stop grieving for yourself and your loss, and get on with your life. Do something fun, and remember, things will get better!! |
| Date: 10/18/1999 12:45:00 PM From Authorid: 730 You have a lot to live for (Your mother,etc.) Things happen for a reason good or bad. Be strong andd live your life like you friends and family would want you to. God doesn't put more on you than you can handle. (remember that) |
| Date: 10/18/1999 12:52:00 PM From Authorid: 806 I am so sorry for your depressed state. You should look into counseling. If that makes you uncomfortable you need to definitely find someone that is an excellent listener. Don't keep things inside yourself. Please keep suicide out of mind. It's not worth it and there would be so many people left to grieve. Good luck. |
Date: 10/18/1999 4:06:00 PM
From Authorid: 870
Hey I know you have had and are still having some rough times from the sounds of it. but just remember one thing Whatever does not kill you makes you stronger I know it does not seem like it right now but someday you will look back on these hard years and see that it made you stronger and that there will be a truly defining moment where you will rise above the rest and without going through this you would not be the great person that you will be. anyway just keep your head up and never stop you are a beautiful person with so much love I am sorry that you have had to suffer so much but you are in my heart and my prayers and you will be a better person because of all this goodluck and keep your head up!!!  |
| Date: 10/18/1999 4:10:00 PM What happened? |
| Date: 10/18/1999 4:37:00 PM From Authorid: 520 Your advice that you have given other people is the best. Turn to God for he is the ONLY one that can heal a broken heart. You need to turn to HIM for internal healing. He can replace the emptiness with peace and joy that this old world can't offer. You will never understand why all these tragedies (deaths) occurred down here, but someday you will know, but for now, lean on Him to carry you on. That's what He wants you to do. |
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Date: 10/18/1999 5:41:00 PM
From Authorid: 928
I like you wanted to die when I was young. My father killed himself when I was 9 and was laid to rest on my birthday. The day I turned 10. After that I turned cold and use to pray that I would die. I was WRONG! I couldn't talk to my mom,her and I never got along. I learned the hard way. Don't let that happen to you. Keep your head held high and always remember your someone special. And never give up. You can't change the past and the future is only what you make of it. Remember today is a gift that is why thay call it the present. When you go to sleep at night, lay there and tell yourself over and over again (I AM SOMEONE, I FEEL GOOD ABOUT MYSELF, I BELIVE IN MYSELF,) Just keep doing that every night. It will get easier and before you know it YOU WILL feel better. God bless! |
| Date: 10/18/1999 8:17:00 PM From Authorid: 411 There are people that can help you. Go and see a counselor and talk about the things that are bothering you. A counselor is a fair and impartial listener that can give you an objective point of view, and try to help you through your difficult time. Don't give up, I'm sure there are many people who love and care about you. |
| Date: 10/18/1999 8:30:00 PM ( From Author ) From Authorid: 754 Thank you everyone for your thoughts and encouragment. I am surprised that so many cared enough about a stranger to write to me! Thanks and I am trying even if it is so hard that I feel like giving up! I am trying..I don't know what is going to happen...but I want you all to know that i was touched by your kind words!...Author 754 |
| Date: 10/18/1999 10:12:00 PM From Authorid: 1051 I am sorry to hear that u have lost so many people so close to u.I have also lost quite a few people close to me and every day is worse than the other but I tell you what,the only thing you can do is remember all the people that u have in ur life right now and how important they r. |
Date: 10/18/1999 11:36:00 PM
From Authorid: 276
I can't believe you deleted all the comments that question your truthfulness. Just because none of your stories go together. Don't try and deceive. or in other words 'DON'T START NOTHING WON'T BE NOTHING".....MR HAWK  |
| Date: 10/19/1999 7:53:00 AM Hawk i have not deleted anything in here or any other story I have writen..I am sorry you feel that way.I have never wrote an untrue story so It doesn't bother me if someone thinks I am lieing I would not lie about death because I already feel as though I am! |
| Date: 10/19/1999 7:55:00 AM Please reread my stories and then read the names at the top you will see they do all go together they all happened in the 90's |
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Date: 10/19/1999 7:59:00 AM
From Authorid: 277
The person you want to reply to is "Mr. Hawk" not Hawk. "Mr. Hawk" is my husband and yes you have deleted some of his comments. I'm sure you will get a reply from him when he gets home. His comments do have good points in them. Hawk (Mrs.) |
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Date: 10/19/1999 8:18:00 AM
sorry to here that jedgecomb |
| Date: 10/19/1999 8:47:00 AM I believe you can get the help you are looking for. Have you ever heard of a religion called Jehovah's Witnesses? I believe they can help you get through this and have more hope for the future and lighten the burden of the lost of your family and friends. Peace Out. |
| Date: 10/19/1999 9:38:00 AM FIND NEW FRIENDS |
Date: 10/19/1999 12:28:00 PM
From Authorid: 943
Have you ever read a poem called "Footprints" maybe it could help you realize that GOD is always there for you. You are not alone, ever! You make the choices to feel the way you do. Make better choices! Haven't you read any of these stories? Your people have not left you, they are around you every day. Do you think they do not know how you feel? Is that what they would want for you? They wnat you to remember them, yes. But they want you to be happy. They are with GOD and nothing can hurt them.  |
| Date: 10/19/1999 1:21:00 PM ( From Author ) From Authorid: 754 I am sorry Hawk and mrs Hawk I never deleted anything wrote to me! |
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Date: 10/19/1999 1:25:00 PM
From Authorid: 277
That's Hawk and Mr. Hawk...You deleted a few off of your other stories. We already know you're sorry, but don't lie about the deleted comments.......Hawk |
| Date: 10/19/1999 5:25:00 PM From Authorid: 1029 You know I was depressed just like you until i saw a physcatrist it realy really helped me look inside me and find the person i am today your still there but your hiding from all this greieve. Seeing a Phycatrist may sound embarrasing but it may be a key to your happiness in the future |
| Date: 10/19/1999 6:31:00 PM ( Admin ) I deleted the comments.. |
| Date: 10/19/1999 8:33:00 PM your on more drugs than i am |
| Date: 10/20/1999 8:09:00 AM You should consider therapy. I know it can be hard to talk to family members, so talk to friends. Best of luck!...RavveN |
| Date: 10/20/1999 9:37:00 AM Are you in the mob? A gang? Is there some family curse? what did they die from? too many questions here. |
| Date: 10/20/1999 3:24:00 PM ( From Author ) From Authorid: 754 well let me tell you most were killed Larry O,Mildred, Dixie,Pooh Bear, Glenn, Kenneth, Meco were shot and killed. Tonya died reason still unknown, Miranda was molested and killed, Mariah and Kiddy died, Buster,kentrel, DJ, Terry etc all died in car accidents. No I am not in a gang,or on drugs.Glen was an innocent by stander..he was killed in a drive by. Kenneth was killed because of his cousin. Meco's girlfriend killed him. And Larry O was killed by a girl, who said she wasn't trying to shoot him, she was trying to shoot someone else who was in the car ( he was the only person in the car!) |
| Date: 10/20/1999 3:34:00 PM From Authorid: 227 I am really sorry to hear of all the loss that you have endured in your life. I can only say keep your head up and seek some professional help you would be surprised what a counselor can do to help you and maybe some medication to help with your depression. Don't do anything to hurt yourself, I am sure that there is alot of people in your life that would be devestated. I myself suffer from severe depression in which is treatable with medication. Don't be ashamed or imbarressed to go seek help or be worried about what other people think, after all if they really cared about you they would be most helpful and understanding if not then who needs those kinds of friends. Take my and all these other peoples advice and go seek help to relieve the way you feel after all it can't hurt, it can only help. |
| Date: 10/20/1999 4:03:00 PM From Authorid: 1199 i can understand that you are feeling sad. it truely is a sad thing to happen to anyone. but you do have to realize something. you need to live, and you have a reason to live. by you living, your keeping your family and friends memories alive. i am sure that they are up their looking down on someone that loves them so much. they might be gone, but they are all around you. watching you, looking after you. i am sure that they are sad right now, by seeing you so sad, and seeing that you want to die. what would your friends rather you do? die because of them, or go on, living the happy memories that you had together when they were once here? |
| Date: 10/20/1999 4:42:00 PM From Authorid: 1228 Don't give up because everyone hurts sometimes. It's O.kay everyone crys. Let your feelings go and you will feel a lot better. Ask God to help you and he will even if you don't thimk he is. Always have trust and faith in him. Hope you get over this terrible loss soon. |
| Date: 10/20/1999 5:05:00 PM You are write to turn to God.Go to church and get involved with other people.Pray to God to take the pain away and to help you feel better. |
| Date: 10/21/1999 10:05:00 AM You have my deepest sympathy. I am very sorry that you had to experience such immense pain and suffering. I am in a state of depression. Looking at all you have gone through makes me feel very ashamed that I could be so depressed when my reasons are so minute compared to yours. You have all my love. I wish only the best for you. |
| Date: 10/26/1999 3:23:00 AM I know how ya feel. I wanna have a head-on collision with a large truck. |
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Date: 11/25/1999 9:24:00 AM
From Authorid: 2102
I wish you all the strength. I know it is really hard to lose someone you love. But please never give up the hope, I know it can be hard dealing with what you may feeling right now, but never forget that there is somebody out there who loves you. And that live goes on no matter what, don't close yourself, talk to people, you'll feel better, it helps. God bless you......Elaine |
Date: 6/23/2000 4:03:00 PM
From Authorid: 8439
NOTHING COMPARES TO BEING ALIVE YOUR LOVED ONES AND LOST FRIENDS ARE WATCHING U.U NEED TO GO ON THEY WILL SEE U SOMEDAY BUT FOR NOW U MUST LIVE TO KEEP THEIR MEMORY ALIVE  |
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Date: 10/8/2000 6:29:00 AM
From Authorid: 15976
Put your trust in Jesus HE will Carry You through. ~*Kandi*~  |
| Date: 10/15/2000 8:01:00 PM I really felt this story, cause it is the story of my life. |
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Date: 10/16/2000 6:50:00 AM
From Authorid: 16164
I know how you feel, it is a great strain on the heart to stand there talking to someone expecting them to be there again tommorrow, and then the realization that they will never be there again. most families never see the real problem because they live it and are blinded by their own ignorance, if you pretend it never happened then in some minds it never did.that is why you are having such a problem with discussing it with your family, they think it is better to act as if there is nothing to talk about.No one ever ealizes their own ignorance.well let me tell youthere is nothing wrong with you it is them. you are doing right by apeaking up, and asking us what we think, and sharing your story.sometimes I wish I could run away from all my loses, but if I did they would follow m, eating away at me. My pleas always fall on deaf ears like nobody even cares, but its not that they dont care, it that they cant take care of their own heart and they have grown and chosen to ignore.How can they help if they cant help themselves.I help me slowly day by day.I write my stories knowing it is my only release from the ignorant world.but we have us.The world is not strong for people like us, we are strong for us.you have made it this far and made it to this point and time and you can make it beyond the here and now.Life is hard to deal with go day by day and take you time.I have been beaten down litterally for speaking my needs and wants stabbed hospitalized poisoned and almost choked to death,for the same.And its all for speaking my hirts and pain.my voice fell on deaf ears and no one wanted to hear.BUT YOU KNOW WHAT I will continue to speak out because no one no way no how will ever take my heart away from me ever! and I alone have the power to take care of my self,and there is always the friend without a face.I do not know them to see them I only know them by heart. they are the faceless friends of USM.you only need to speak your heart and I will feel it, I do not listen with my ears, I hear you with my heart.all need do is talk and I will be there.I feel you hurt, I have live, your pain,and I can help you.Sometimes it is best to talk to someone who has been, I have and still am. you can help me.I am not deaf ears,I am all heart, give me a yell if you need to ok...please.........hairbear  |
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Date: 10/16/2000 6:52:00 AM
From Authorid: 16164
and you always have god on you side |
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Date: 10/17/2000 12:25:00 PM
First of remember how lucky u were to have these people in your life, and all the joy they brought to u.Theres a reason why things happen, and one day yours will come to light. Maybe u will help someone else who is having the same thoughts as you,and save lifes one day. Never give up.And never forget the people who let u share there lives while they were here on earth. Dian |
| Date: 10/24/2000 1:07:00 AM From Authorid: 9218 Who used too try and close the garage door on someone do you know, Like horsing around . |
| Date: 10/24/2000 1:09:00 AM From Authorid: 9218 If you want to hear bad news and more painful truth I would be willing to share with you. The good news is the bad news isn`t so bad, |
| Date: 10/24/2000 1:12:00 AM From Authorid: 9218 One thing your pain is not and that is. One thing your grief is not and that is. One thing you are not doing to help your sister and this is. |
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Date: 3/2/2001 12:05:00 PM
i too have this insecurity feeling as u have as we never want to lose the people who are close to our heart. but why don't u try to feel thankful to god for those who r close to u and near to ur heart. i'm an indian if u have ever heard of snskrit language i'll ask u to find out gayatri mantra on net .i mean they are some spiritual lines (it's of two line) u try to learn it and chant it when u feel disturbed it surely has a great effect on mind an body . it has got a very logical reason behind it too. actually if u pronounce the words in it's correct form then the combination of the pronounciation of those particular words has agreat effect , i mean the vibration of those words are soothing and helpful (it's written in hindu spiritual book of veda.) u can try to do this when u feel depressed. from mita |
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